Thinking twice process

Every word causes an effect... negative, positive... but it causes an effect... and it is the only certain thing about speaking... as you speak you r trying to say something... it would be illogical to speak just to say nothing (those having read or being to a Ionesco play can understand that more deeply) . As every action, every word is to be thought and to be analyzed before making it a reality... everything you say has to be the result of a extensive process that guarantees that you r having your opinion expressed with everyword... just to prevent you from saying something that goes totally in opposition to what you think, believe or feel about something (or even someone, as feelings get to have more importance).

From my point of view, sometimes your mind tricks you... yep it does! sometimes you say something without meaning to hurt anybody... without feeling that those words are going to make any damage to something you appreciate... or something that your getting attached to.... however.. they just make trouble... and as you go on saying them you realize how wrong they are... how they don't go with you... and for that few seconds you can't believe they are coming out of your own mouth... it just seems like a bad joke... like destiny trying to be funny with you.... like fate trying to make you realize how stable or unstable things in your life are.... and for that second.... and the next hours... the next days... and the next months.... you just have to beg for that simple misunderstanding between your mouth and your mind won't cause much more trouble to your dreams..... just for not having used the thinking twice process in those words...

≈Thoughtful≈