How hard is it sometimes to know that you are valuable... its is difficult to see that someone is trying to make you feel bad everytime he/she is around you and at the same time to find that you are not useless... yep it is difficult to fight those trying to make your life miserable at everytime... and sometimes i ask myself... is it that i don't deserve a bit of respect? is it that i did something that bad to that person? am i just that bad? (hey having a dark side doesn't mean you are bad to everyone)... and those questions find no answer in my head... until someone clears a little bit of it... you don't deserve to think about yourself that way.... respect yourself... find your own self-respect, one step forward to a new point of view of perfection... find the way to care nothing about what others think... just be yourself and pay no attention to others trying to hurt you.... be yourself and be happy of being that person... of being that world... yep... new to me... new to my own nature of depression and low self-steem... new to my now opened mind... and what the he.ck i'll give it a try... i'll try to feel myself freer.... not to pay attention to annoying ppl that i used to care about... just trying to forget about being their friend if they don't want me there for them... i just won't be.... if someone moves me out of his/her life... i'll just do they same with them... and respect myself enough not to pay attention to what they've got to say about me.... just keeping it simple... just playing a new way... maybe part of this few changes in my life.... just a part of my own dark side....
≈New me≈
P.S.: thx to the amusing girl that inspired me to find my self-respect! you once again proved me your inteligence and your own unique personality!
No comments:
Post a Comment