Wow! i thought this day will never come... what may be my last formal test for Mathematics Olympics right here in Costa Rica.... and maybe the last one of my whole "career" in this subject... And even when i freak out yesterday... i was sweating... i was affraid... never thinking on what will be next... maybe if things go really wrong this is it... all the effort of three years maybe thrown to garbage can with all my ilussions... or maybe... i'll be more into this from now and until that desirable international tournament....
Well, things went alright today... who would have thought all that fear was worthless? (Viviana did... she was my support last night.. she won't let me fall.. she made me believe in myself.. she is great :D... and she made me go there and give my best)... i went there and made one of the best tests i've ever done... if i am going to retire from this with that test, i made sure i left a good impresion. I really did my best... I did... I felt ok... I felt like math was all coming back to me... i even solved the whole geometry problem! which has been my weakness for these three years...
Now, all that's to be done is waiting... waiting for that phone call that should arrive tomorrow... maybe a yes! filled with joy... maybe a no... that will make me think that i did a really good effort towards my goal.. and that maybe if i had done something more i will be in... but that doesn't really matters right now.. i'm happy with my effort... i'm happy with my performance.. even when i don't know what's going to happen tomorrow...
≈Math Freak≈
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