Today was the day. i suddenly realized that my best friend has departed for his long waited trip. And, yes, he is gone. i thought for long time that this would really hurt me. i didn't thought of the happiness this is to him. And in my own selfishness i only thought of me not having whom to tell my romantic issues or my bad experiencies in college or maybe just a problem with my parents, never considering how this is affecting his feelings.
However, contrary to all i thought today, at 12md i just felt suddenly happy, and i found in myself all contradictory feelings to what i had expected... i realized in my thoughts that if i were in his (maybe crazy) situation and i got to have this huge trip to find love across the sea, he, my best friend, the one person that knows me for every little detail, will be happy for me and i realized that if i believed in my friendship with him, i should be happy for him and believe in his love for that girl... and the wonderful thing is that i had no trouble in feeling that way...
And no problem... i may not having him around to tell him my stories for a while... but i'll find someone else to rely on for now... i'll find someone... really doesn't matter exactly who... maybe another E4 member, after all they are my other best friends... and i trust them as much as i trust jose (even when i'll have to tell them lots of stuff to update them...), maybe just my brother or my sister... maybe i'll just keep things to myself... i don't know and i don't really care for now...
Jose! my friend! Farewell! have a good trip! enjoy yourself! enjoy your gorgeous girlfriend! enjoy yourself in your great trip to Europe... have fun.. and take care of that crazy enough relationship to break the barrier of distance.... just please have fun! don't get killed!
≈Your Friend≈
2 comments:
Yeah, its a good thing that you are happy for them, its really amazing how brave both of them are
for making such an high bet on a distance relationship, i've talked to him once... and to her
twice i think, i'm not sure (bad memory sucks hehe), they are two amazing persons...
Anyway, i was reading your bloger and its amazing the way that your , err well, logic works
i already red a few of your posts (im going to read the rest of them once i'm done with this comment :P)
and they are incredible like that "thinking twice process" , omfg, really amazing text, so since i'm
bored to death (hate spending my vacations at home, blehh :P) im going to read the rest of your blog
since the begin lalala :P, and well, keep posting! :P oh, and i want to ask you for your msn/yahoo or
something like that, but it would be creepy, wouldnt it? :P so, blehh
ps. english is not my main language and im not good at it :P so.. there's a good chance that you
will not understand what i said on this comment, so summarizing , keep posting! amazing posts :P
hey! Hope? :P didn't expected such a good comment in such a short period of time... thanks, really it's good to know somebody cares for reading my thoughts. Guess you had a lot of time in your hands... and yeah kind of creepy to ask for my msn or yahoo... but who cares! com17@msn.com :P yeah! i like creepy stuff... then "hope" to know about you soon...
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