Yesterday was my families last holiday party, which means Christmas parties are over, everybody gave his presents, everybody got presents back... The Christmas spirit was all around, and u all know the story...
For my these parties were the most expected of the year, happiness is all around the environment, the food is simply delicious, and the company of my family is always good.... However things were kind of different this year... happiness was there, but i wasn't able to feel it inside me, it appeared to be all around but too far away of being inside me... food was better than ever... but my stomach didn't want to eat as much as i will have done some years ago....
i realized of the problem the second i got home... i entered yesterday night to my house's living room, stared at the tree... and remembered what was missing.... down there.... were two presents.... a green one... and a brown one... i didn't have to come close to the presents to know who were the owners.... the second one.. from my brother to his g.irlfriend.... the first one... from me... to my princess....
i knew well that my brother would be delivering his present to his g.irlfriend today's afternoon(as he is right now) How ever.... the green one is still there... the last gift under the tree... waiting... waiting for the moment that i have expected so much... waiting for my lady to be back... waiting till next monday that feels so far away...
And u may say: "But, xmas is not just about presents.... it is to be with those u love" however i don't complain that i haven't been able to deliver the present... i am sad cause i wasn't with one of the persons i love the most... Christmas wasn't the same cause i knew that i wanted to be with some one that is still so far away.... Christmas won't happen till she's again at my side...
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