Friday, December 10, 2004

Fitting in the "Perfect Son Ideal"

Hey! This days have been kind of special... mostly for my parents and family i guess... Many successes have happened in my life. Aparently i most be kind of a genius or something... because i got two excelent grades in college applications(just the UCR and ITCR, nothing international) in the UCR i made it into the hundred best scores, and in the ITCR i had something that should be around the 30 best.... also i got a hundred in a very important math test, and in all the ther subject tests i got scores higher than 90... which gives a great overall score....of about 95,64% of the total overall grade... (This tests are the ones that we take in CR to know if u passed high school or not)...

Ok this should be great news... and i'm not thankless... but i'm kind of scared... cause all these things make my parents think that i'm kind of the super-son... the one that will never bail on them, and that will always have excelent grades... it's kind of scary... i mean... i believe i'm good, but will I be able to fit the perfect son ideal for much...? Will my actions prove to my parents they are right or will I dissapoint them? Maybe next year i won't be able to remain such grades in college... maybe i won't be that perfect after all.... cause u know what... after all I'm human!

hey! Maybe my parents will like me to give them a perfect son for a gift... u know... more or less like the idea of Artificial Intelligence (A.I)... they could be happy with some robot that give them all the best academic results, with it that could be perfectly fitting that part of the perfect son ideal... i could make by myself the part of the affection... hugs, kisses, good gestures, etc.. sounds reasonable for me... i mean... i can do that with no prob. Yep! I think they could like better the robot than me.. more perfect... moreover... my own brothers could like the robot also, a good e-bro that give them the satisfaction to have a genius brother... is tempting... maybe my friends could like him also, it could mean more help with their homework, tests, and studies... with no bad mood.. at all... just the need to program him to do the stuff... Hey! i'm starting to think everybody could like it better than me... maybe even i could like him better... hey what about my girlfrie..... Ok! I got to stop... i'm starting to believe a robot can do everything better than me, just cause i don't feel like filling an ideal of my parents... well u know what... i won't fit into it... they got to understand that... cause the time will come when i will bail to all of those who i care of... and if they don't like that.... they are completely wrong!

≈Not-robotic Me


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