Things have indeed get better... today someone asked me if i had blogged lately... and i remembered my last post.... Wow.. when i entered my blog... i couldn't remember how i got so down... i was hurt indeed.... nothing seemed to be coming the right way.....

My test the day after that was okay... i think i got a good grade... even when my teacher managed to have one quarter of the test to be practically unsolvable....

Things with Oscar and María are now alright.... they are right for each other i guess...and apparently their relationship haven't changed the group's friendship yet... so things are alright....

My best female friend is still in a bad spot, emotionally speaking.... but she'll get over it... i'm doing my best to help her out.... also i realized i was just sick of guys being mean to her... and there came all those feelings towards her,.... but they really don't exist... just a illusion provoked by a very bad timed situation...

Days have passed... I am again me.... more confident.... more happy.... i had an emotional crisis some days ago... with my ex.... Arianna... but things are ok... nothing happened.... just a spark of yesterday's ligth came to me.... i remembered how happy i used to be.... and how i haven't being that happy in a long time.... in the end... everything got me just to one conclusion... i need that happiness.... i need to find someone that make me smile in that way.... and now i am searching... trying not to forget... but trying to get something like that... not with her obviously... cause that would be impossible.... (Well that's a little bit contradictory with my title... i guess once more i find in my way somethings that are just meant to be impossible.... and they are better off that way...)...

I am just happy now... waiting... for the right place, the right time... and specially for the right girl to come up...

Beren