Wow... definitevely this is the longest time since last setember that i have so much without posting anything... i mean it's being almost a month.... i even feel weird while writing... i hope this one is good enough to make the gap feel smaller....(damn college!)
This month has being a little bit busy, many work and things feel kind of overwhelming, the new world of college has started to feel (as it should be) heavier that high school stuff, and have consumed almost all my time.... i feel that i have abandoned everyone, my friends, my family and also my girlfriend... and around all this i have only managed to take few moments for them, however something inside me feels that it isn't enough... i mean.... i saw my high school friends last sunday, but before that we hadn't see each other in almost two months.... and that's Hell lot of time!...
With my girlfriend things are diferent, even if i haven't seen her much these days, it has being cause we both have being busy, and i only managed to take an afternoon to help her and her friends studying.... and my God... it's not the same... :'(... I really miss her..... hope that soon we both can manage to take a while to be with one another for an hour or two....
However, all this make me think.... that maybe i have become a study centered organism, someone with any social life.... imagine i can't even remember when was the last time i got out of my house to see a movie, or just to hang at some restaurant... Maybe i am becoming boring and people has all the right not to spend their time with me cause i make things unbareable....
Maybe, i'll try to do something this weekend.... next week i can't.. got this huge test :S... here i go again...... and that make me think that this situation (and me) is definitvely:
≈Hopeless≈
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