This is something that i have being thinking for a while.... well me and my girlfriend are both in a franciscan youth group, and today's activity is supposed to be dance saturday, so the two best dancers of the group (aka my girlfriend and her ex) are incharge of the activities..... and i am affraid.... cause she is so good at dancing.... and the first time i danced with her was so su.cky, basically cause i am d.amn bad at dancing, and in the end she end up dancing with her ex.... the other time.... i was more nervous.... but she never leaved me.... maybe it was because i was the only one she really knew in the whole room....
Today old fears come back.... she'll be dancing... (My God! I really like when she dances! she is great... i just love to see her moving) and i know that because of the kind of activity she won't be dancing with me.... but that's not what i'm affraid of.... she'll see me dance... how convinient... she'll get the chance to see once and again how bad i am at it.... she'll look at me... and i know that she will think that she could be with someone that shares her abilities at dancing.... she'll know that after all... in that department i'm not right for her...
I hope things go ok.... but i don't really know what will happen....
≈Not-dancing me≈
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Yep! i really get what u r saying.... maybe nothing to be affraid.... except when u know that she left someone who's really good at that to be with me... Dancing lessons... i'm really thinking about it... right now.. no money available... however maybe next semester i'll be in dance lessons at the university
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