I'm getting kind of melancolic today.... it's kind of special... today was my last high school-style test... at least coming directly form my highschool, just some more coming next month that will decide weather or not thirteen years were worth it, but whatever... Things are concluding... someone told me once to enjoy this time, cause its going to be the best of my whole life... however... today i see how things are ending, and i come to think: "Did I really enjoyed this years to the point that they will be called eternally as the 'best ones' in my life?" In that case maybe my life will really su.ck from now on.... cause i really know i enjoyed them... i met many special ppl... my best friends... those who have supported all my decisions... some special g.irls that have made me feel special from time to time.... but i don't really know if i enoyed the whole situations of high school so much.
I just know one thing, and it is that maybe because of fear, maybe because i really enjoyed it, I don't really want things to end... not now at least.... however they r ending... i've got one more month, and that's it.... game over...
My purpose: Enjoy this month!!!! make it the best month in my life no matter what... enjoy this trip to the beach with high school ppl... enjoy the parties that will come... enojoy my last academic efforts... enjoy the company of my friends... so that i can remember this as the best days in my life... and so that experiencies to come can be good... but not as good as THIS month!!!
So, let's Enjoy!!!
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