I am the kind of person that screw things really well and then comes to himself and in my own thoughts I feel really guilty for things I have done. I have wasted entire weeks thinking of how stupid I can be for not doing things the right way. What is wrong about me? how could i have such a conscience that stops me from doing things I really want to do, just because I think that maybe they r incorrect?
I mean after all I am human... why can't I accept that I can make my own mistakes and learn from them? I guess I just ask too much from myself, I want me to be perfect, even when I know perfection is just an illusion that is completely unachievable.
I guess I'll always be the nice guy, the one that is completely incapable of playing dirty to someone cause he will end up sufering for his actions. And this, all cause of that fuc.king element of my own nature... Remorse....
1 comment:
Hey,,,wow I really liked this post...you should really write more like this. It comes from the inside...hardcore stuff without the blinds of "love" or ....or other blinding elements..
if youre really having a problem with this...you should know by now that a little shot of something *special"* might give you the opportunity to experience what remorse takes away from you...though youre better off how you are..i think
$cheme
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