Thoughts

Are young couples supposed to have an active s.exual life? is a question that has been around my mind this past week... i've just being thinking how Amidala's mother is so conservative that would do everything in her reach in order for her and me not having much of a private space to share... and this gets us to not having even the chance of getting somewhere near that... and with my past relationships the deal was mostly the same... and it isn't up to the couple to really decide on their own stuff without having their parents doing everything possible to stop thing even when maybe the couple would decide not to get there... Are parents really protecting their children by being so paranoic? aren't they forcing them to hide what they really think about the subject?

I have being thinking wheather or not would i take the chance if i should have one with a special girl or something... and wheather my self control would be enough to mantain that decision... i guess as i guy anrd everything my nature is to go for it... and self-control isn't needed for that... but things are just that easy... mistakes in this aspect can be very expensive for one's life and maybe in fear i feel like rejecting the chance...

I know this disertion is too much of a used subject... i just being thinking.. wanting to take a decision everyone should make... trying to leave aside chances.. just be clear for one's self what you want about the subject... how will you orient your life towards s.ex and how to react towards the chance... i'll continue thinking....

≈Darth Linux≈

Concentration

Well this was quite a weekend, lots of stuff happened... since i was in my concetration towards the Math Olympics i've been talking about since a some time now... the concentration is supposed to be a time when the whole team goes to some hotel to spend some time together and to study in the most radical way....

The concentration was somewhat the best experience we have had as a group since the time when we realized we were officially the team.. we were so happy... even studying.. we studied, and studied and studied... in an almost none stop style... however... we had many meals.. and slept altogether in that hotel that we went to... well... Alejandro an me in one bedroom, while Alicia and Maria Haydee in the other one...

All the time we spend together was great, we are getting to become really close friends... and the perspective of the trip is getting just better and better... i can't wait.... just to fullfil my dream... i just hope to get a good result over there... i don't want to make a vain trip... just need to know that i'm somehow good and prove to myself that i deserve being there...

i also learned a lot of stuff... Van Aubel theorem and Gergonne's Theorem... good ones really... and lots of little tricks on how to get to simplify really complex problems... wow! i think i'm really getting better at this with this training... and no matter how exhausting it is it feels great... the feeling can't be described.. it's just... it's just.. it...

the only thing is that i have fear to leave this country... how was it to be on a plane??.. really i can't remember... and two weeks from now.. i'll be getting on one... leaving my whole family, friends... and that special girl.. here... i'll miss them...(specially the last one) even when it's only a week.. i'm kind of too attached... but can't help it.. it's just my dream and go to go after it... that's the sense of life... wishing for those imposible things... wishing for details in life that make it look even brigther...

hope everything goes fine... and that everuthing is the same or better as i return from the beautiful beaches of Cartagena, Colombia...

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Dear readers... dear bloggers

Once and again i find myself having to ask for your forgiveness... wow! this last weeks haven't passed by unnoticed in my life... things have happened... relationships have changed... some backward for good... and some forward for better... and my life couldn't be happier... everything is fitting just in a perfect harmony that resembels the best music piece you could imagine... however academically it has being rough... and maybe that's the reasson that makes me write right now... just as i write i imagine the whole bunch of stuff i should be doing, but i don't care i just decided that this weekend is for me... no matter what... i will just study tomorrow in the very night... when i help a friend (a real one... a classmate... my partener in every subject) with calculus... and the rest will be dedicated just to me, me and me... as i have being doing this whole day...

Hope for your forgiveness anyway... keep reading please... i promise that i'll try to write more often...

≈Darth Linux≈