The Hobbit

I've being reading lately... yeap... from time to time i like to read... u'll find it funny if i tell u i've being reading a book i've already read two times before.... i can't help it! i just love J.R.R Tolkien and i've being reading again "The Hobbit"(and i'm reading it in spanish... sorry for those who don't like translations...). Ok, i'm reading a children book... yeah! and i like it! who cares what they think? Ok... the point is that the book has given me this time new things to think... and thus to write.

I guess most of those reading this should know a little bit of the story... if not.. here's a short summary of the plot: The story is about this hobbit, Bilbo Baggins, who as most Bagginses like to be at home and not to have any adventure. However he has some genes of other big hobbit family called the Tuk.. who enjoy having a little adventure from time to time... This hobit is encouraged by the well-known wizard, Gandalf the Gray, to go in an adventur with thirteen dwarfs that are going to the Lonely Mountain to reclaim their treasure from the dragon Smaug, but are affraid of making the expedition alone cause they are 13 and the number is of bad luck. Well mostly that where i can get without any spoilers...

Well, i'm thinking.. what if I'm Bilbo? (Well i guess that for http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit/Default.asp i'm more like: Fastolph Trample of Woody End, but i guess u get my point) What if i'm just too emotionally bounded to my house and my stuff and i'm not wanting to take the risk to go outside and see what the world's got to offer? What if i'm loosing a 14th of an enormous treasure? what if have no Gandalf in my life to encourage me, and i have to encourage myself and be my own Gandalf? yeah i'm getting existencialist over a children book... any problem with that?

Well... if i am... i don't know what to do.... i guess i'll get stucked waiting for this incredible adventure to show up and give me the chance to take it.... after all it took Bilbo several years to take his... maybe he wasn't ready b4.... maybe i'm not ready yet... maybe it will come... after all i guess i'll wait here... in front of my pc as always.... wainting... with the patience of a hobbit... as i'm inside myself... small to these world... small to what happens around me.



≈Fastolph Trample of Woody End≈

Poetry 2

Time

In this night I write...
I write waiting for the time,
the time when i can see you eyes
when i can feel your lips

i wait... wait in my silence
surronded by my own thoughts
i want to see u
i want to be with u

My universe, so long are
these hours of the day,
these seconds, heavy like rocks...,
this time without u

Feeling kind of nerd

Hey I'm human!!! I don't get it! How is it that i got such an awesome grade in this particulary important test? ok ok! some people say its because i'm too smart... but i really don't think so... i'm lazy... i didn't get prepared for that thing how is it that i get a 95% of the total grade? I'm not trying with this to say i'm bright or something.. just to say... i'm quite confused... when i became such a brainy....

Not much to say though

Love

I found love... i found it, even when i don't deserve it... and i'm happy... i guess i already said that... but it is also useful to say it again... i found it in an expectacular g.irl... a g.irl that moves me to whatever place she wants to... and it's difficult for me to express such an extraordinary feeling with ordinary language... with ordinary words... And it is that I am so happy when she is around... i can't hide it... cause she is amazing... and she is with me...

Ari, this is just for u... for the g.irl of my eyes... for the g.irl that represents everything to me... for the g.irl i'm affraid to lose.... for u my princess... my world!

Happiness

I do know how could i be happier than in this moment.... I really love this time... I love everything that is happening... no matter how stressful my life can get through this days... when more important tests r coming(This year every test seems to be important...and they don't seem to end), and I could be all stressed up... however i'm not... everything is just so great.... i can't hide the smile in my face... cause there is someone... someone... that makes me feel special.. makes me feel loved.. makes me feel alive again.... yeah that u! u the perfect girl.. the perfect woman...

Definitevely.... i was right... when i said that Maybe someday... and even when i didn't expect this to happen so soon... i'm not happy.... i'm more than happy

Effort

What's when u r defeated? is it that u r just stu.pid? is it that u r the one uncapable of beating all those guys that won? Is it that u can't do enough effort to break all the barriers between u and success? I believe effort gets u where ever u want... even between competition.... even when there are lots of people putting their effort to get to the same goal that just a few ppl can get to... And some friend of mine showed mr this days that when u r the one that putted the most effort to something ur surely going to get to the goal... yeah! she wasn't as good as many of those guys in the competition but she did it to the first six places.... Congratulations Alicia!

Yep! she did it.... and i didn't.... i used to be one of the best ones... now i'm just one more of the bunch.... i guess maybe with some effort i could have reached one of those six spots of glory... however i didn't and nothing is to be done now..... i'm kind of sad... but i know that inside me i'll always be among the best.... and with some effort... i'll get to demostrate that in the future