Perfection

How could you describe perfection? Is it just the absence of errors? Is it something achievable? Is it possible?

No perfection cannot be described.... No, perfection isn't the absence of errors, even though I don't know what it is exactly. No, perfection is not achievable, perfection is imposible. As I said it is a complete illusion that cannot be achieved.

I know really little about perfection....However... there are somethings I know:

Perfection is perfection. Perfection is an illusion. Perfection, as any other imposible thing, is to be wished. Perfection is a girl to her lover's eyes. Perfection is in every moment of our life. Perfection is music. Perfection is Mathematics.


Wish for the imposible!

Poetry

For some reason I didn't want to write on how I'm feeling today... maybe it isn't the right thing to do when one feels like this.... However... it results impossible for me to leave this feelings behind... So... I find myself writing this... for a special person... and I know that person knows that this poem is for her....

Maybe Someday

Maybe today our paths will not meet,
Maybe for today nothing can be,
It could be that for now I love you,
and you love somebody else.

But,

Maybe someday I will look into your eyes
Maybe someday I'll give that desired kiss
Maybe someday I'll feel those lips I've dreamed of,
Maybe someday, I'll make u love me.

Maybe... someday.

An element called Remorse

I am the kind of person that screw things really well and then comes to himself and in my own thoughts I feel really guilty for things I have done. I have wasted entire weeks thinking of how stupid I can be for not doing things the right way. What is wrong about me? how could i have such a conscience that stops me from doing things I really want to do, just because I think that maybe they r incorrect?

I mean after all I am human... why can't I accept that I can make my own mistakes and learn from them? I guess I just ask too much from myself, I want me to be perfect, even when I know perfection is just an illusion that is completely unachievable.

I guess I'll always be the nice guy, the one that is completely incapable of playing dirty to someone cause he will end up sufering for his actions. And this, all cause of that fuc.king element of my own nature... Remorse....

Where are the heros?

Back when I was a kid, i use to see up to those great heros in the TV screen. Those that tried to teach us something with their actions. However... I see kids now adays and i really find hard that they can find those heros in cartoons anymore. I mean where are those x-men that fighted for being accepted in a society that sees them as freaks when they have enough technology to hide their external appareance? (i refer clearly to this techfull watch that Nightcrawler uses in X-men: Evolution) I mean... from my point of view this comes to a simple no sense. Or is there a hero in a person like HellBoy?

This means that after all... those great cartoons that lead me through my horrible childhood are not in the favorites of kids. I remember seeing the original X-men series, or the wonderful F4, and many other great series(mostly Marvel, i guess i don't really like DC so much) , however i don't see how kids get the impression of these great characters through the fu.ucking refabs we find in TV these days.

I could write of many other heros that are now dishonored by their new images.

However every rule's got an exception. And in this days we can see a hero, that little shrine of hope for today's chilhood. My respects for that guy: Spiderman!

Wish for the imposible

How would life be without dreams? How will it be if everytime you think that it would be nice for something to happen... u just come to think: "No.... that could be nice.. but it is imposible for it to happen..." And then u leave it there.... no more thoughts on it... no more dreams on it.... I shall confess that I thought like that some time ago... but i was depressed all day.... i guess two or three more days with that attitude will have drived me directly to suicide.

New ideas came in that days... what the fu.ck makes that imposible?.... what if it is just my lack of self steem? What if it is just that I think its imposible......? maybe it was posible after all.... Maybe a little effort plus a 100% attitude.... could lead me to that goal... to that dream....

After all that.... a for quite a while since then... i have just a phrase in my mind....

Wish for the imposible!

This is me

I'm just me... i just want to be me, even though i don't really know who I am. In few words i am a freak... and I am proud of it. My ideals... i can think of three...:

1. Wish for the imposible to happen
2. Everybody should be a freak in his/her own way, that gives us originality
3. U got to love something.... in my case there is one thing and one special person... but that's not important.

maybe the last one is kind of stupid... but in certain way... it's my way of living.... take the way u want.... but i love math, music & computers.... that doesn't mean i'm a complete looser!!! u know what? i have a life!! after all...

I know how boring this is.... but its just an introduction.... nothing will be like this ever again... it's a promise